Thanks for never failing to make me irritated, angry, frustrated, totally pissed..
Haf u ever ever ever said something nice abt me???
NO U HAF NEVER..
U were the reason i had so much stress n pressure..
Yet when i came back wif gd results,
Did u even say A BLOODY WORD TO ME???
U didn't..
I look at other kids, smiling n having conversations wif their dads..
DID I EVER??
Do u ever spare a thot for me?
Home doesn't feel like a home to me..
U are just a strict authority figure to me..
I dunno wat i feel abt u..
But u gave me the cold attitude..
How can u expect me to love u then?
I guess u dun anyway..
Do u even care?
For years, i pushed myself
Why?
Because u wanted me to get great results..
Why?
So u can show off to your friends rite?
Everytime u come home and tell me abt how splendid
Ur friends' kids haf done..
Can u pls stop comparing us???
I am so tired to compete against them..
Why should i anyway?
Can u just let me be ME??
Instead of asking me why i didn't go JC,
Why i dun wanna go to the Uni..
Itz my life..
Please let ME live it..



Furiously Not Your's
Sivan..